So its Christmas day, and tomorrow all of the hustle and bustle of getting ready for christmas will be suddenly .... over, just like that. Not that i've been particularly stressed about christmas or anything, just in general. I went to sleep about 3 this morning, not through excitement just because of the fact that i wasnt tired ... fair do's. But i wanted to spend the first minutes of christmas morning with one of the loves of my live's (mrs) Alecia Moore. So i watched her dvd going past 12 so i could remember of spending christmas with her. a little bit anyway. in some spiritual connection over space and time. great.
Then i woke up this morning and decided to watch a film ... and what better time to watch a legendary film than on chrismas morning ... Titanic. yay! well i havent watched the dvd since i bought it so ... i thought i should. It was fun watching it, well not "fun" it was sad and all that but yaya! ....
Spoke to someone on the phone for a little while in the morning, and after that phonecall i cried. I dont think i've ever cried on Christmas day before now.
Walked down with Neil, Mum and Jet to see Nan and Grandad in the afternoon and they all seemed happy so thats good news. I text that person who i spoke on the phone with and it made me feel a bit better, but still.
Then in the evening i went on the internet, watched Beaches (again! lol) watched "The Return Of Courtney Love" again lol on more 4 ... and then watched the OC and then went to sleepybyes about 3 again.
People are coming round for tea tomorrow afternoon, i'll most likely become a recluse all of that time. but hey ho. what can i do. xx
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